So not me

So not me this, so not me.
What am I doing???
Why so much depression this hahaha..
Phone's screen crashed, no need to use phone for months I think.

Update my blog.
Exam coming soon.
I don't know what am I doing now already.
I'm lost.
See, I said.
Depression makes people lost.

Too much depression these few weeks.
Seriously, so not me.
I found out using laptop to stalk people even more easier hahha

Yea, shit me so stupid this.
So regret already now, and I don't know how to...
safe this already.
I really want to slap myself so hard.

Everytime repeating the same mistake.
3rd time already this.
3rd time.
but still, 3rd time still better than first and second time.
That two memang teruk.

Keep on telling myself not to repeat and yet I repeated.. again.

My phone crash at the right moment this.
No more annoying messages.
No more camp message
No more hope to wait for the message.
No more distraction.

I like.
I know Im going to get used to it, especially putting so many hopes in the phone.
24 hours open wifi don't know what for..
Nice, nothing gonna happen already now.
wait till my phone get back I think I already get used to it
and doesn't depends much on the phone already.

So much notes to do.
Formula too many like mountain.
I think I got abit insane with my physics already.
I saw something and I started to use physics' logic to explain.
all of sudden,haha...

Im tired.
Really tired.
Physically and mentally tired.
Few more months to leave this nightmare but..
I don't want to leave this nightmare with another nightmare..

Stay strong Kelly.
Please stand up again.
Mistake is mistake.
Wipe of the tears, continue my journey again.

Always appreciate.
Too bad luck these few weeks, too depress
Thats why.

Stay happy, stay strong and stay peacefully.
I know I can :)